I'm having lunch at one of my favorite sandwich shops. It's almost two hours past my normal lunch time. I've been so busy that I even forgot to drink water. I feel lethargic and my stomach is biting back at me in hunger. I truly understand that I can't help others unless I help myself first, but why do I seem to be caught in this repetitive cycle of putting other things before me. Is it the times...my feminine nature....my God given servant-hood spirit???? Or maybe some past